Feeling I get

if i put a secret out on you
can you promise me that you won’t lie
and when i go everywhere this week
i know that you’ll be right by my side
i know that’s it’s nothing here
but i feel something deep inside me
and where am i going from here
but home alone again?

iiii
thought that i was losing it
until you did that something again
and iiii
can’t put down the feeling that i get
when i tell someone we’re friends

and when you reach your arms into the light i’m losing my breath
i can’t tell anyone the feeling that, the feeling i get
i can’t tell anyone the feeling that, the feeling i get
cause it’s too good to know, yeah it’s too good to know

and iiii think i might be losing it
if i get one more hour with you
and iiii can’t avert my gaze
when i see you at the back of the room

Time to Time

i left my head in the washer
and it spins around like it’s a track
cause i cant stand the thought of the feelings in me
coming after moments pass
there’s something inside of you
it pulls me in like a machine
and i can’t shut it down or find the breaking glass
but maybe it’s not bad as it seems

can you come back to the lake
i just wanna see your face
once again once again
can i see you one more time
there’s no hope inside your eyes
but i can’t help but look from time to time

i got a new injury
and it’s wedged into the back of my neck
the centipede is wrapped around your hand
and i just want to cut off it’s head
new york is abandoned
but i found a bit of new york in you
i’d be lying if i said it’s nothing
but i hope to god it’s true

makeup

you’re at the right place
just at the wrong time
im just a shell right now
it’s just a curve ball
it’s just a lesson
that i’ve never heard so loud

make up my mind, can you for me now?
i’ve got no trust in my reason
i’ve had no sleep and i’m fading out
but there’s only one thing that i’m needing

this isn’t real i don’t wanna play in
how can i come to my senses
i’ve got some nerve thinking i can piece this
you probably never even meant it

Donnie

i miss when we were donnie and the darkos
i loved you
i never want a halloween again
(you were my very best friend)
i wonder if you know you tend to haunt me
i’m longing for something that reminds me of then

i think i’m losing everything i ever cared about
the wind has gone away, the seasons telling me the how
it’s everything and nothing all at once and time collides
i think i’m losing everything i ever felt was right

I caught a fish

if I were a bird I’d soar above
the city where you sleep
and land upon your windowsill
but you won’t know it’s me

kick the ball as hard as you can
off the planet earth
and i’ll chase it all the way to pluto
til there’s no return

i caught a fish
he was my friend
i let him go
he couldn’t live
against my skin
wrapped in my hand
so long for now
so long again

MET

get me into the MET
and i'll say what i see
i'll say what i see you in
stop cause im losing my breath
i dont wanna speed up
i dont wanna cram it in
i sob at kiss and fly
i'll hold you even harder
tell you that i'm gonna try
but soon as the next train comes
i'm going back in time
trying hard to hold my cry in

now i see you from afar
and i feel like at the start
you asked if i'll move on
but i feel like at the start

ringer

jesus dances
on the walls
you tossed the ring he gave
far away
not a bag can save
you from your aim
you heard him say

when i hang up and i shut down
i wonder if there was an out
if i just sat and shut my mouth
when i get back into the car
i wonder how and who you are
i wonder how and who you are

Shutter

i bought brand new leather shoes
to take me through the calendar page
and theyre a beauty on the out
but i’ve got blisters coming and they ache

i get high when you’re next to me
but coming down is too much pain
so when we wake up is this all there is
shutter down my eyes and pray

somedays i can keep it down
but most the time i’m falling apart
and most times you are just a head
and when you’re here the needle’s in my heart

i get high when you’re next to me
but coming down is too much pain
so when we wake up is this all there is
shutter down my eyes and pray

when i get home in the dark
i won’t see you laying in my bed
i had luck then left it off
i guess that’s how it is when heaven sent

i get high when you’re next to me
but coming down is too much pain
so when we wake up is this all there is
shutter down my eyes and pray

I think that I am going to cry

i think of you more than i should
and i think that i am going to cry
i try to keep you down i push
and i think that i am going to cry

i’m seeing you in 7 days
and i think that i am going to cry
and when you visit you can stay
but i think that i am going to cry

sometimes i wish you were famous
so i’d have an excuse to put a picture of you on my wall
this feeling’s too much to haul

i try my best to romanticise
but i think that i am going to cry
cause you’re far away, this isn’t right
so i think that I am going to cry

Metro Night

slipping through my fingers to the floor
i don’t want a next one, i want you more
can you fold the skyline into a plane?
and shoot it for the west until it hits my state

if i could see me through your eyes
i’d wanna kill me, no surprise
how could i see the water on your face and let it go

you ask me if i’ll reveal
my hideousness, so sincere
(don’t you know the problem lies in
feelings that can’t move online)
i felt like i was gonna die
and i still feel that all the time
(no more air can see my lungs
without some help from god above)

if i could see me through your eyes
i’d wanna kill me, no surprise
how could i see the water on your face and let it go